I found my selfdestructing
I found myself destructing
I opened the world at the seams
I pushed open the world
And streams
Descending

I watched a moviescreen
I watched a movie scream
I watched a movie and lit a match
And burned the theater, screaming
FIRE
it was empty
(i burned inside)

I built a ten-story building
I threw a glass of milk against the wall
I stuck a needle through some fabric
And pulled until the string was taut

I stared at a box of tacks and felt thirsty
I found a staple sticking out
I heard a crash splinter the roadside
I screamed into a thick carpet

I made a face to take the punches
I killed an insect whose legs were broken
I wrote a page of nothing words
I wrote a page of words to you
I dug a hole and tore up the roots
I heard the world and everyone screaming
I covered the stain with a white silk shirt
I ran across a traffic accident covering my eyes
I spun the stars out of the sky
I tore out all the pages and held them in my fist
I stared forever at the veins in my wrist
I saw an old man weep into his hands
I read a book about losing my mind
I swore a thousand times and roared out blood
I opened a box and read overdose warnings
I found the last blade in a box I'd forgotten
I drew red ink lines that looked like hurting
I fastened a sleeve so it wouldn't betray me
I stole without thinking and hurt without healing
I ripped through the skin with my teeth
I burst the glass walls with a whisper
I shattered my bones in a blister
I burned a hole in the earth

I said i was fine
But i opened the World
And something
explodes(in my mind)